RANTS.

2012-02-20T13:42:00.003+08:00

2 days straight.

2012-02-19T13:22:00.001+08:00

21 indicates a new stage of life.
Have fun & continue to be fun :)
Love you.

Sober, clear & awaken.

2012-02-18T15:43:00.001+08:00

Many times I ask myself
'why do I like the place so much?'.
Allowing a night of temptation to screw things up.
Took a step back and look at the pool of people (from the podium) last night, to realise where I'm standing suits me best.
Anywhere in the middle is cramp with crowds. Everyone started losing themselves. Their mind. & soul.
I don't knw if they could pick themselves up the next day, but I definitely couldn't withstand the guilt.

was tipsy. But I took control :)
This, probably the best night.

Feeling shit.

2012-02-16T11:00:00.001+08:00

Here to rant some Muthapharking things that irritate me.

1. Doctor exist for a reason. If everyone don't go to them when sick, soon the population shall perish together. Please. Moreover I haven't been very confident with my immune system. You became the biggest threat I have to take note of, now.

2. I may not fall under the general category "fat". But my girls are definitely "fucking underweight", that's when I want it for myself too.
They say you should be satisfied and grateful for who you are & what you're having. but give me what I want, I shall be & this theory can shut the fuck up.

3. I dont uds those pets owner. Why they could take so many pictures of their pets all day round the year. With captions like "look at that blur face:D" , "aww,so cuteee!" etc. Either you're acting cute, trying to be drama or you're purely too bored. cause that living thing looked the same , round the clock!! Unless they come with expression, if not save your omfgsocutezxc thing a lil can?

That's about all I can think of.
Lol! When I not feeling well, I talk rubbish. Can you tell how unwell, I'm feeling now? Hahaha.
Don't you , my precious best pals fall sick. 1 more day. Dayyummm!

No-spouse allow.

2012-02-15T15:58:00.001+08:00

It's party time coming Friday!
My favourite girls are coming with me! :D
Been trying to cleanse my system since this morning with 2lit of plain water. To handle the toxic intake in two days time. Lol!

Today? It's some shopping in the evening with my sisters. & Maybe some maske before bed. :)

Before I go, here to show how muscular my lil angel had grown. & he does better than anyone when he show that
'I WANT YOU!' sign.
hahaha. <3

Thrill.

2012-02-14T03:31:00.001+08:00

It was the best dream having to witness honda civicR running against Lambo.
Well, you got the answer to the result. ;) but it was an exciting illegal race thing. I was in Honda of cause (my guy loves it)! That kinda rushhh still stays in my head.

There were a lil dramamama. Overall, it adds a lil spark to sensation temporarily.. Love it!

Happy valentine!
They say don't spend your time with someone but with someone who worth the time. I hope you did :)

cant hold this anymore.

2012-02-13T14:36:00.008+08:00

This is the moment when I start to side track , I lost the focus on what I really need for what I want.

ohmygawd.
please give me another chance to make things right.
a little more time to build this up.

My sister was right,
Dont take it too personally.

Morning run.

2012-02-12T09:42:00.001+08:00

They say you are what you eat. But I seldom eat junkfood , oily food. Why still sooo fat?!
could hardly go on after a short distance -,-
So I go on running with the thought of
'if This is not complete, I wld grow fatter , look ugly & thus, no sexy dress avail, & eventually no club!'
Lol! It works. Although I go reallly slow la. managed to complete the distance set :)
More to come. Wont allow today's effort go down to drain.

Set the discipline right.

damit.

2012-02-11T21:44:00.002+08:00

my infection is back. fuck it seriously.

Milo.

2012-02-11T09:44:00.001+08:00

When i'm over excited, I tend to do rubbish. Nearly hit the club last night. Omg! The temptation is getting sooo strong to handle.

After a long 10hrs sleep, my eyes look bigger today!
And they feel comfortable with the lens currently. Maybe I can stop looking nerdy :D

All ready to fly.

2012-02-10T08:34:00.001+08:00

It was a wrapped up on my assignment yesterday.
I could literally smell freedom in the air after all was done. Hahaha!
There's a programming paper this afternoon. Together with the submission of my assignment.
& Here comes holiday baby!

The first thing I want to do?
Get down to running la.
No club unless I shed some weight off me. This, I promise myself. Lol.
Oh, to get a freaking job too. I don't want to waste my life away.

On a side note:
My mosquito scars are finally recovering, colours are fading.
The coming month, I'm just gonna concentrate on getting fairer and fixed those scars. :)

Back.

2012-02-08T12:02:00.001+08:00

Idk if this happens to other girls. But this is definitely happening to my girls & I.
It's like no matter how confident we are with ourselves, we tend to recognize our guy's ex as a threat.
Then we spend days sourcing about that girl (after we know about the existence). Until we probably understand her address/school, her routine, circle of friends etc!
The silliest thing is we only see the good point, how perfect she seem to be & to believe the 0.01% of them getting back together!

Thing should go another way round:
We should be the one to be stalked, being jealous of. For being happily with him. :)

Time to change.

Programming kills.

2012-02-06T18:49:00.001+08:00

On my way home from woodlands.
The train seems having a lil problem here & there.

Watch some weird facts on television this afternoon. It's proven that girls' sense of smell is important. If they get married to the man with the scent (body scent, not perfume!) they like, both of them are likely to give birth to a pretty baby.
It's the smth different between the two (I forgot the term :/ more than just the gender.) that made the genes of their's perfect together.

So in future when you found the suitable one, rmb to take a tender breath for assurance :D

Lastly, Their scent must have matched so well to give birth to babyRoyce.

Take over.

2012-02-05T08:35:00.001+08:00

Hereby I announced, I officially having infection on my right eyes. So freaking uncomfortable. No more lens for the next two weeks.
Ok, maybe ptp's party. Hahaha!

Shona always remind me to : do what you really want. Don't be easily affected/discouraged by people's comment.
The thing about me is.. If there wasn't a live example. I wld not waste my time on it.
If my bf dint prove to me going poly from ite was possible, I guess I'm still slogging for work.

This time, I got my target right on.
Xinling, don't side track!

2012-02-04T13:03:00.001+08:00

came across this baby pic while tumblring.
im still away from royce :(
cant wait to fly over.

POO-TA-PAWN, jiayou uh! lol.

when silence hit.

2012-02-03T21:27:00.004+08:00

my complexion looks exceptionally shiny tonight.
Maybe periods did the trick? :)

It was a crazy longgggg day.
Rushed through powerpoint and some last mins for finance class test.
Idk when did this started, I don't seem to appreciate the sense of satisfaction after having to accomplish such events. :/
its like even with my cliques ard, i feel as good as fighting the battle alone.
why is this so? :(

Steph is sucha sweetheart. She tagged me on this yellow cutie :p miss her luh.

StereoLove.

2012-02-02T16:53:00.001+08:00

Cleared 2nd assignment!
Oop assignment and 1 paper to gooo!
Quote frm ptp : baby step, baby step.

It's the time of the sem when you see sick birds or pimple freaks everywhere in school. Hahaha! Although I'm the latter, Couldn't help feeling so happy. Hehe! :D

Stayover.

2012-02-01T18:23:00.001+08:00

My clique is getting the hang of my jokes. Laughters are accumulating.
So far so goood :)

But suddenly miss the girls.
A random thought if we could have stayover once in a while between our busy life, maybe we could update each other more frequently.
It bonds better. Really! But.. Maybe not everything works for everyone.

Physically tired. Tiredd.

Headache.

2012-01-31T14:34:00.002+08:00

hate headache. More than sore throat. The only bearable sickness was fever. Lol!!
Cause It gives me rosy cheek. :p

The coming feb is milo , ptp's 21st!! And holidayyy. Srly, can't wait :)

had a bad day in school.
Not so bad But, I just need your hug.

you shooot me down, but i wont fall.

2012-01-30T14:14:00.005+08:00

there's an assignment due every week.
everyday im only left with the str to log in tweeeter to check on tweetie(s).
HAHAHA!

that sunshine smile so cute :)

Does it really matter?

2012-01-26T20:46:00.001+08:00

Hahaha. Had a funny and goood dinner with celest :) after a long day on assignments.

I rmb I had a friend said.. Every haircut isn't just to get her hair trimmed. It's a way to cut the unhappiness away. as good as a restart for her. Till now, she still keeps a long hair. :)

As everyone had their way of handling pain in life. I choose to had my ear pierced at my lowest point of life. To remind myself how did it came from.

was so closed to getting one, 2 weeks ago. Thank god, I made it through.

If I could handle the sadness for that, these assignment ain't a challenge. Let's do it! :D

Love.

2012-01-24T23:44:00.001+08:00

You know this is love when all you see is , him.

flyer.

2012-01-23T22:41:00.007+08:00

in the past, i think going to a flyer is just a waste of $ and time.
i naively thought as long as im with my loverboy
wherever we are,doesnt matter.

truth is. the love in between has to be build on moments that take your breath away.
we're not talking about going to flyer weekly, or monthly.
but its a once in a lifetime thing.
to enjoy the night view hugging someone special on a simple night, is not a waste of time!

you dont know how touched i am to know you rmb my casual remarks about going to flyer.
& the urge of hugging you to know you had it planned for valentines' day.

thank you for loving me.

In the dark.

2012-01-22T23:16:00.001+08:00

Maybe my sister was right,
As a friend we told you what's best for you. Decision made wrongly isn't up to us. Afterall, this is your life.

I've got the tendency of easily provoked when my sleeping clock starts running. It always after 1030. I just don't feel like talking & I need my itouch on.
Weird, just weird.

This cny, I'm going green. For Both day. Hahaha!
Celest say. Green indicates the yearn for freedom.
Maybe?

Lastly. I'm walking outta that comfort zone I thought its gonna be part of my life. :) awesome much.

It's t-o-m-o-r-r-o-w! Cheers.

Upset.

2012-01-20T22:22:00.003+08:00

Working tmr at Some wulu place -.-

Those that forget faster are happier people. Let me join the tribe please. I just want to be happy.
I need a hug. But I want you more.

Edited.

2012-01-19T10:14:00.002+08:00

3/10 girls had their hair red.
Should have got mine grey! :/
Well, There shall be no pictures of my fat face till my red growwwww.

I'm gonna start removing my pic from all the social network. Too sick of my life, my face , myself.

Last freaking few days to meeting cousins & relatives. The time to flip through your report book of what you've done for the past 1 year.
Let it be good. Better be good.

Assignments.

2012-01-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

Work was great!
Tpy is so packed with humans.
Shitzx happened, but target hit.
happy only :)

Trying to get assignments going at this holymamawtfawesome time.
I'm just half step to my lala wonderland. zzZ!
Must get it done before I sleep,
Cause when you experience assignment chasing your arse.. You'ld Realised sleeping is a waste of time. :(

Like I always do.

2012-01-14T20:09:00.001+08:00

A part of me deeply believe I get along the best with 91s. & you're the first to prove me right. Sooo right.
There were times you surprised me
when what you did was what i intended to do,
you speak what was on my mind.
And although you don't agree with my games, you're always the first one willing to accompany me. Lol!

Sometimes I wonder, are we twins in our previous life? Or telepathy do exist among people from 2 diff country? Hahaha.

Talking bout you. There's always this.. Undefinable feeling.
I got a question for you. Kept for awhile. Shalllll shoot when time is right.
But why this post like emotional? Emotional not emo hor, dude.
Thanks to your scrapbook. I need to keep it in the storeroom SOON, to prevent myself from flipping through too often.

Thoughts.

2012-01-12T09:34:00.010+08:00

ok, cut all the bullshit.
for allllllll my darlings,
walk this path with me patiently.
i may be slow but i promise to work hard.
towards that 'better me' someday.

people say,
there's always a reason why some people dint made it to your future.
i guess i cant agree better.

:(

2012-01-11T07:45:00.001+08:00

Due to overdosage of panadols, I couldn't wake up on time to catch shuttle.
Mean? Go to school yrself = shaggg.
Plus, Im feeling abit stone from the drug. Double shagness.
wayyyyyyy to go man. :(

I had this bad dream of having to witnessed my gf making out with my bf. omg. It feels higher than any bungee jump.

But I'm too sleepy to think about it anyway. Kthxbye!

Inflammation.

2012-01-10T20:07:00.001+08:00

It was yet another tiring day. But luckily I was home as soon as I've seen the doctor. Those medicine is doing it's magic on me now. :)
Anyway, I've set my goals right to work hard for. Can't wait to proceed with it!

In less than 2 weeks time, chinese new year would be here! A lil excited, cause its finally our (my sis&i) year to look the hottest among all the cousins and relatives. ;)
Just a lil cause.. No eyecandies to feed our eyes. Srly. lol !

This is how a sick meow looks like, ok hor? Heh.

lethargic.

2012-01-09T07:25:00.001+08:00

You can simply use 1 finger to pin me down. Lol!

Bows have come to an end. It's probably the best so far. Met new people & seen familiar ones.
Especially my favorites people.
Miss them so much. :D
Here are some pics I took when I'm alone. A number with my girls are in someone's iPad. Update soon :3

It will rain.

2012-01-07T23:15:00.001+08:00

I can imagine how big the rain would get if you ever walk out on me.

I dint know how much I miss you until I see you. Seriously. I thought I can do it, with the companion of my friends.
Guess such short separation is healthy for couples.
It reminds you how precious time is, when all you want was that few mins to be hug. Even if there wasn't much to talk about.
The warmth coming from another heartbeat just calm you down, assuring everything is going to be fine.

Thanks love.

Purple heart.

2012-01-06T07:47:00.001+08:00

I'm in love with this song which reminded me how much I used to believe in 'happily ever after'.

bad stomachache.

2012-01-05T21:06:00.001+08:00

I'm skipping my school for my work tomorrow. I don't care. Lol!
Thing is.. I still got one outstanding practical to be completed.
How ?

I got all the energy ready for tmr. Can't wait to meet my friends and make new ones! Damnnnn.
Including meeting ...'s crush!

Next week. Rush two Assignments & get involved for veron's j's 21st.
prolly gonna be a party filled with basketballers @ MBS suite. Lol!
Popi, be fun.

That's about all for now.
Can someone nice bring me to Clark quay bungee jump? Fly me outta my seat. :(

run.

2012-01-04T21:47:00.004+08:00

i dont know for how long have i been in 'that state'.
the state of not knowing what i want,
whats best for me,
what i should be doing.

been doing short run for the 2nd week.
during every run, i had different concern in mind.

someone once taught me
"when you do the wrong things at the wrong time, you'ld see the wrong result".

i guess every human err.
with a clearer mind now,
im gonna continue my run in life doing whats right.

2012-01-02T13:20:00.004+08:00

heard too much party songs recently.
this one soothe the unsettled heartbeat,
hope you like it too :)

Guess what I found.

2012-01-02T00:35:00.001+08:00

My girls and i were talking about our birthdays already! :D
Which trigger my misses for my 21st.
My birthday alone takes up 3 album frm my fav thaiiboy's fb. Honor much!

It wouldn't haven been any memorable without any one of you.
Hope to see you peeps soon.
Here are top 3 meow meow fav. Haha!

happy 2012!

2012-01-01T18:23:00.004+08:00

instead of clubbing for countdown,
my girls and i bring forward to 30th.
it was one of the best night dancing away.
phuture is forever full house on friday,
let alone the last fri of the year.
there were pretty people everywhere! ;)
so are the predators, fucking lots to handle.
but its ok, DJ GHETTO make the night all worth while.
hahaha!

last night was a chill session for us.
all were too shagg from the previous night :p
after some awesome seafood for dinner.
beach cabana was our last stop to welcome 2012.
it was a cosy and nice place with fun people around.

although only shona & me sincerely believe we should had it in our playground, p-p-phuture!
we step into the new year smiling away
with snow spray going all directions!
HAHAHAHAHA.

2011 was a.. fairly good one for me.
My 21st! School start & work came in.
with the goodness of last year, i welcome the new one with excitement.
maybe i should set some resolution sooon :p
but anyway, HAPPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU la!

mr saxobeat.

2011-12-30T14:32:00.001+08:00

My work is very much screwed!
be it crocs , prudential or event. Damn it.
Heck la. Last two day of 2011,
There's soo many programmes to go wilddd.
What's your plan tomorrow?

I was with my usual light make up on ytd. Cam-whore a lil. Miss me right? :)

Nightmares.

2011-12-28T02:29:00.001+08:00

I hate nightmares that disturb my good sleep.
was so gawd damn tired with the muthapharking throat being an irritate. and now..
Srly, fuck la.

what to do.

2011-12-27T11:36:00.001+08:00

GG.COM
:(

stats drop. dropping. dropped.

2011-12-25T18:28:00.004+08:00

put in more effort xinling.
be it work, running or love.

the following week is crazily packed with work.
for the sake of cny. chiong luh!

speaking of running,
i nearly die from breathless after merely 2km.
yes! 2 only. LOLLL
lucky i did some stretching, if not i wld die 2nd time for the muscles ache -.-
must must musttt get those fats off me.

love? been neglecting all my favourites (BABYGIRLS. ITE-ians!. FI01.) due to my packed schedule.
im sorry. give me a lil more time to get my stuffs back on track k?
:)

in a week time, new year shall begin!
hope all the grudges i held would be gone with 2011.
cause i believe letting go is the only way to make space for better happiness.
i had so much excitement to welcome the new 2012.
let it be good. all good for everyone :)

Suddenly..

2011-12-23T09:45:00.001+08:00

Everything cancelled. :( sorreh.

I still got unfinished data entries to settle, some chocolates to send. And important decision to make.
Plus my throat needs some special attention. looks like Xmas gonna be the same this year.

The only thing worth looking forward.. Is to meet baby Royce! Btw, he only cuts Mohawk style ;) & I think I'm in love with this boy. Hahahahahahahahahaha !

Lunch is over.

2011-12-21T14:02:00.001+08:00

Was slogging through the data entries, a song start ringing in my head.

I knw the song from the movie [Butterfly Effect] which starred Ashton kutcher & Amy smart.
It was introduced by Yvonne years back. But I rmb it better than any other show. Including twilight.
Abt the male lead having the ability to travel back in time to inhabit his former self and CHANGE THE PRESENT. As he attempt to set things right for himself and his friends, there were unintended consequences for all.
After several alternate outcomes.. He had no choice but to settle with the final one.

It may nt be the right choice for him, but it's probably the best for all.

pru.

2011-12-20T13:33:00.007+08:00

my friend asked me if i've put on weight this morning.
ahhhh. so much for all the suppers! :\
but it was a different feeling when i receive the comment.
i dint go into depression. (that was how extreme i used to be. LOL!)
well, time to shed some weight.

was doing data entry with my mind floating around the whole time.
thinking about myself.
am one who gets real uncomfortable for being judged.
(esp after sharing my thoughts or what i did.)
many times i wld be making lotsa explanations in hoping people understand the situation better. it gets really tiring.
this is pathetic. and i have to live with it until i've learnt to accept judgement.
understand that words cant be avoided.

i need a hobby to keep this empty space (in me) occupied.

2.

2011-12-20T08:18:00.001+08:00

Christmas in just.. Days time!
It supposingly was just another day for me. But my girls had initiated a dinner for gifts exchange? Lol.
Making me all egggcited ;D heh.

Met my girlies ytd. Sooooooooooooo much to catch up. Although KFC dinner seem sinful, it was nice. Hahaha!

I guess the overnight raining just stopped. it was a comfy morning to wake up to :)

im back.

2011-12-19T11:45:00.003+08:00

Meeting ron for some.. Job hunt :(

I'ld rmb the apps & sender.

hahahah.

2011-12-15T22:40:00.001+08:00

me : my girls & I going phuture. Want come?
bf : Why nt? Toufu of cos I ownself consume la , let ppl eat meh?

Lol! Har nar, I'm your weekend toufu feast!

Cut the bull.

2011-12-15T12:01:00.001+08:00

Paper yesterday was crap. Hahaha! It was an open book but I left the most impt notes at home to rot.
I can cry through the next 2 weeks of holiday before I slog my life away the next term. OR I have fun now and slog after the holiday.
I already chose an option.
With regards to paper@3pm, I've seen the worst. Bring it, bullshitzx. Lol!

Life shld be about how exciting it can bring. December is here.. So is Christmas!
It's gonna be packed with work. Girlfriend. My ite favorites! a lil of bf. And p-p-party baby!
I still rmb my promise. ;)

<3

love the way you lie.

2011-12-13T23:36:00.001+08:00

Paper turn out quite well.
Maybe it's because of my last mins quick revision, maybe paper was easy or maybe the apps did the trick instead.

Now that the hardest hurdle is over.. Hopefully my pimple can subside by this weekend. Gawd!

Went candylicious at taka last night.. The place feels, looks & smell so sweet! <3
I was in this ballet dress look-like. hope you like it as much as I do.

paper @ 4.

2011-12-13T10:17:00.004+08:00

i guess only programming, only this module fucks me up.
so mentally drained from it. srly.

came across something random..
1. A scar?
hate those rash ones :(

2. Age?
21.

3. How are you feeling?
a whole lot of mixed crap.

4. What did you do last night?
stared into space tryna sleep.

5. The last person to hug you?
myguy.

6. Favourite word?
whardafug?

7. What did you do last weekend?
mingle w royce&him.

8. Three most important things in your life?
sisters. him. sanity.

9. Last time you cried?
msq.

10. The last text you received?
gf(s).

11. What makes you feel better when you’re upset?
apps.

12. What are you worried about at the moment?
programming paper@4. damn it.

13. What did you have for breakfast?
a slice of bread with nutella.

14. Ever had your heart broken?
..yeah

15. Dumbest thing you have ever done?

16. Opinion on drugs/alcohol?
A person who wants to lose their sanity

17. Last person to kiss you?
bf.

18. Ever dated someone younger than you?

19. Last person you saw?
yvonne.

20. Do you love anyone?
Everyone

21. Who is your best friend?
gf. including von&cel.

22. Where you live, and what you like/dislike about it?
farrer. no.

23. Ever kissed a stranger?
no

24. What you want to do with your future?
Be a happy wife.

25. Are you happy?
Yes

26. Ever been in love?
I still am.

27. The meaning behind your url-
let the love, stay.

time to get ready for school. so much for the scripts. f!

Sleepy.

2011-12-11T22:10:00.001+08:00

I sleep the most every this particular period of the month. :( to minimize the pain.

But the right companion makes everything so much more bearable. <3

When the night gets so quiet tonight.

2011-12-11T01:07:00.001+08:00

I'm really sleepy.
While waiting for my hair to get dry.. I start wondering again.

even the sweetest couple gets into tiff.
Because they face problems , they has their limits and they gets tired too.

Maybe I've seen too many breakups & divorce, I gets awkwardly frightened to witness any fights. It's ok to quarrel once in a while, it shows you care. As long as you don't go beyond the bottom line, to step outta this r/s. because nth is to too big to.. leave. :)

Periods.

2011-12-10T10:45:00.001+08:00

Makes it harder to study at this crucial time.

Apps last seen @ 5am?! Party ah?

I Love the way you lie.

2011-12-09T22:34:00.001+08:00

As a Christian , I shldnt listen to rihanna since there is but a chance her music is 'demonic'.
It only brings me headache. Zz!

Anyway, presentation was a let down. I expect myself to do better than this.

Dear xinling, get your ass to study for the last 3 days please. Damn it.

take a breather.

2011-12-06T19:55:00.003+08:00

been staring at the programming scripts for the past 5hours?
its crazy. i use this amount of time to get 1 practical done, with numbers of errors.
another 3 more to go, by this week -.-

am gonna dedicate the rest of the weeks to my books. mugggggg!
cause its now or die. hahaha :P
one last presentation for my financial marketing & services on friday.
then tue , wed & thur for 3 diff paper and thats it.

i may reply apps late. but i make sure i read them k? :>

anything else. shall wait.
including meeting bf. pfft!

careless whisper.

2011-12-05T19:45:00.000+08:00

sometimes im so afraid of listening to my iTouch.
especially times when every single song you listen, reminds you of something :\
it can be pretty annoying.

exams just next week.
it means.. after paper = party!
shonaa been jioing me again and again and again and again and againnnnn.
hold for another 2 weeks k? ;)

i love it when you always give me a text even when camp has soo much shitxz for you clear. it shows how much you rmb me.

Just a thought.

2011-12-04T11:37:00.001+08:00

From the past month, i went through stuffs i never thought they exist.
But i've learnt how life can be beautified looking at it from another point of view. There are soo many people you can meet, but a few can never be replaced.

3person came to mind.
This special one who wld go crazy with me to any extent. Promise bungee hor!
This cute one never fails to make me feel secure. Strawberries! Heh.
And this important one I wld forsake the world just to have dinner with. Thanks for loving me.

Maybe one day one of you wld leave..
But rmb its not because I push you away, you probably choose to walk away.

Naega jeil jal naga.

2011-12-02T13:12:00.001+08:00

Hahah. Finally gt myself a heels with a level for comfortable.
Ok wait, nt heels. Boots? :)

It's another flyday here.
Basically this week is about ios5 . Shopping . Cried . MAMA . Pimples .
What's missing? Breaking dawn & party! Lol.
2nd weeks from now would be common test. I need some godlike strength to chiong outstanding work. Goshhh!

Liner shall my best friend for now. :D

Spag.

2011-11-30T20:33:00.001+08:00

Had a day of 'poly life'.
You must really get slapped in the face to know how it actually feels.

I had this interest of dolling up again, it's all good and I'm taking it slow.
Life goes on.
I just wanna be happy.

adapt to it.

2011-11-29T02:08:00.004+08:00

if you cant change the situation,
then adapt to change.

many times i get plain lazy to put on my best smile
cause i feel nobody sees me anyway.
im not good enough all those shitxz :\

i want a change. i want to be happy to be me.
to start dressing up because i deserve to look good right? heh.

tutorials?

2011-11-24T10:58:00.005+08:00

basically been in class the past hour roaming across fb -.-
spot this gorgeous girl!
RachWong
she look like a cat. with the liner.
but she's cute.
so overall she give me the feel of a hello kitty.
HAHAHAHA!

i also want to be this pretty.
someone give me a nose job can? :)

So screwed.

2011-11-23T18:13:00.001+08:00

I just unintentionally killed my laptop twice. Freaking hell sia.
Totally no mood for such shitzx at the moment luh?!

Anw December is the last month for crocs. I had fun for the past 6 mths :) but all good things come to an end. So it's time I step out to see the worlddddd.

Found a parttime event job. Assignment basis :D
Soooooooooooooo excited!

Er, I'm going for bows jan2012.
You coming?? :)

habits.

2011-11-22T05:34:00.002+08:00

to check phone before you sleep,
check again is the first thing you wake up to.

time to change this silly habit.
i know i can.
i mean, there isnt a choice.

Sooindecisive.

2011-11-20T17:15:00.001+08:00

Rmb we said every phrase of life meet different people?
I forgot to tell you, certain people can only stays in yr heart, not in yr life.

Be good, takecare!

You matter la, dude.

2011-11-13T07:58:00.001+08:00

I'm flattered by yr words.
Thanks for not forcing your way through.
If your spam of 'suay' is referring to this, sorry you're wrong.

I strongly believe you're one of those rare case that can stay with me through the next ' alot years ' to keep in touch. & I wont allow anything to destroy this.

Anyway, I know you'ld find your cup of tea from the pool of fishes on the dance floor. Soon. :)

been a while huh?? Hahaha.

2011-11-09T18:47:00.003+08:00

I had the longest weekend ever.
Everything was too perfect to be true.
No school , no stress , just party and have fun. Do anything that make me smile. Srly, that was heaven.
In fact I was really reluctant to come back to 'life'.

I know this might sound wrong, but I've learnt the hard way to let go of what doesn't belong to me.
Esp my grades. I'm nt yet giving up, just gonna take whatever my brain can. Nt gonna stress on mentally to aim for the sky if I can't even stand up properly.
Believe it or nt, I find it easier to absorb those lectures.

There are so many things in life I wanna do it right. Too many to count. Just gonna go steady and slow.

Bestfriends? More than that..

2011-11-06T09:50:00.001+08:00

Its gonna be tough if for the past few week they weren't ard to apps, to meet, to chat, to have fun with.
I really appreciate every little things you did to have me ard. I'ld rmb them by heart.
I must have done something so great in my previous life to have deserve you girls today. <3

brave -tawgs salter

2011-11-02T13:54:00.002+08:00

im getting slacker. than ever.

looking back at whats taken place recently,
no regrets at all.
at least there is something to look back one day.
because we cldnt be any younger than we are now, right?

4.52

2011-10-27T16:34:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep after going to the toilet.
The recent Halloween was fun. My girls and I dressed up as cheerleaders !
Had only 2hrs sleep after party. Then head for crocs!! Madness.

I really don't think my body is taking such shit timing from me. Zzz!

500 days of summer.

2011-10-26T22:17:00.001+08:00

There is this scene when both the leads shouting 'penis' in a park. I literally laugh out loud.
But when I stop & missed you.
It gets me sad. Why dint I rmb a thing abt us playing such silly game?

Probably we did but it happened long ago. And we stopped.
Or we dint at all, because I dint dare to as you're always afraid of getting too much attention.

But either way, wld you play with me this crazy ? ;(

Written with love.

2011-10-24T20:22:00.001+08:00

Finally pen down my lil thoughts.
Just a small part ;) but it's ok, I gt another month to settle the rest.

Just in case you miss my fat face. Here is one for you. :D hahaha!

Wisma isetan.

2011-10-23T20:58:00.001+08:00

Came over to cover chipmunk.

My day was going unbearably ssssssssllllllllllllllloooooooooowwwww.
Nw I truly understand the 'when you re Single, you see allll happy couples'.
I don't mean I'm single, but I was alone.

Took notice to a couple, they dressed rather casual. But they look exceptionally happy holding onto each other's hands, walking aimlessly with the guy leading.
Made me realized I dint appreciate that moment when we had all the time in the world.
I hope when you're back, I can cling onto you like a koala bear.. And we can enjoy those 'world of two' I've taken for granted.

but i love you -GD

2011-10-22T10:52:00.009+08:00

this song never fails calm that lonely heart.
although i haven flood my blog with lotsa lotsa misses
that doesnt mean i dont miss you.
im just currently having it under control.

this sem is interesting.
i go to LT with the biz student for lectures
4/5 modules includes case study.
i feel pro. HAHAHA!
lotsa reading to catch up with.
the only killing part is programming. :\
still trying to keep up!
just did a short assignment myself. hehe!

anyway, im currently working tue & sun.
tue end early, so half day for me :)
sun is a full.

just signed an ocbc debit card! HAHAHAHA.
it comes with sibei chio designs.
they came into my school for roadshow.
no initial deposit.
only $20 per annual fee.
its est to reach me before you're back :P cant wait to show you!

that's about all for this week. toodles!

Kenneth,

2011-10-20T16:39:00.001+08:00

Lucky that day I skip school. Sch was crap!
Life is tough. Tougher without you ;(

Here to share my fav pic of Royce (for now)
Cause If you just had a bad day, I hope my smiley angel can lighten yr burden.
Goodnight!

School start!

2011-10-20T07:32:00.002+08:00

First week of sch = slackkk!

This morning I was semi-frightened by the weight of books I gotta bring daily. But I managed to convinced myself with a smile when I thought, isn't this process your ultimate goal before you start with ITE ? :D

I dont need you,

2011-10-18T05:42:00.001+08:00

If I can do a better job than you, we seriously don't need your existence.
I can go on listing how irritating you are, but I thought maybe actions seem better ;) it's time for some revamp.

Sunday.

2011-10-16T14:47:00.001+08:00

School start tmr. I'm fine with that.
But can't send my guy at the airport tmr, fml.

fungry.

2011-10-14T13:38:00.005+08:00

ok, you're not gonna believe this.
im actually downloading my lectures and notes for printing.
although school start next monday.
but HELLLO, THIS IS STILL HOLIDAY YOU KNOW?
hahahaha.

my bf is out with his buddy :)
it dint feel that bad actually.
finally gt some time to pick a pen and scribble on the diary'12 he bought!
i believe once school start, before i stop to take a breather its 2012.
for whatever reason,
work harder xinling. work very very hard!

dedicated to you,

2011-10-13T05:39:00.003+08:00

People say there are only 2 reason why someone dislike you :
1. You are who they want to be.
2. You have what they want.

Of cause, I'm nt google. I may not be right. But if it is.. You can continue to be for the fucked time in your miserable tiny life.

Seoul garden

2011-10-12T18:09:00.001+08:00

Meeting Royce and family for dinner!
It was a lazy comfy wed for me ;) spent close to 2 hrs sync mail to my phone.
Ready for school! I'm just 2 clicks away from hotmail. Hehe !

Download 'line' apps too. A very cute looking messenger that works like whatsapp. It come with lotsa cute and funny rabbits. Hahaha. Most imptly it's freeeeeeeeeeee :D
Highly recommend to all iPhone users !

Was previously having the urge for braces. But after much consideration.. Perhaps next year after my guy ORD. Meanwhile focus on my sis' 21st. Planning yet to be done !
Saveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee $$.

Crushed.

2011-10-11T20:20:00.001+08:00

I was crushed by my thoughts, totally in the afternoon thinking about stuffs my boyfriend can't be bothered with.
Which somewhere along the line picked me up.
Shouldn't I get up from that shit hole focus on the route towards 'better me tomorrow' than emo in some fucked up corner self-pitying ?
Seriously , damn it xinling.

Rmb I mentioned life should be about how exciting tomorrow could bring?
I've planned myself a cca before holiday start. If I'm comfy with the timing and everything , I shall share about it. :)

A friend ever said I aint as strong as my gf , mentally. I dint stood up to defense myself that moment , but maybe I can prove that guy wrong in 2 yrs time.
Afterall, failure is an event. Not a person.

an hour more to another anni.

2011-10-09T22:56:00.002+08:00

it wasnt an easy journey all these while.
although we dint have the chance to quarrel,
our r/s aint smooth sailing at all.
well, glad we've made it this far :)

to be your girlfriend was the smartest choice i've made this life.

Phuture

2011-10-06T10:02:00.002+08:00

Icantslp again. Always like that :/
Still had my mind on the dance floor. Zz!
Very much a happening night.

But when the clock strike 12 , Cinderella has to go back to routine.

Gdragon

2011-10-04T11:42:00.001+08:00

I feel less lonely with his music on 24/7.
They say beauty is in the eye of beholder. Oh boy, but you were more than beauty.

Because of you, I wish wishes do come true.

GD

2011-10-02T00:58:00.001+08:00

I can go on listening to his awesome workpiece , tumblr-ing his pictures all day & night.
forsake my sleep.
I nvr really understand what's 'perfect' till I noticed him.
Including his pouts.

Jiyong, you're driving me crazy.

but i love you, Gdragon.

2011-10-01T15:46:00.002+08:00

i seriously fell for this guy.
i can forsake any other korean guy for him.
HAHAHA! promise.
am still exploring his music. (:

every stage of life im adjusting my goal, my hobbies, mindset.
meet & keep diff people.
if one day i get tired, would you set me free?

such moments attack often.

2011-09-29T06:43:00.004+08:00

for the first time caught G-dragon's heartbreaker mv on tv :)
erm, why so cute? hahahah.
that female lead is so skinny.
makes me feel like a pig -.-
a big fat short pig!

haiya, its always such perfect humans make people like us feel like alien. knn

i officially announced, the hardest 2 feelings to fight:
1. the urge to buy clothes.
2. stop yourself from missing army bf cause it only makes you lonely.

Pay is in.

2011-09-28T11:36:00.001+08:00

Ok, pay shld be in by now :p
I just roughly go through a blogshop and my heart is telling me to get them! Omgosh!

Once a month almost kill me alive ytd, thank god I'm off for the week! ;)

2 more weeks to sch.

2011-09-27T20:50:00.001+08:00

I wld blog more often cause iPhone is too awesome. Lol!
Last night was crazy, my girls came over my place to share their apple knowledge :p
We have additional entertainment like stalking others :x gossip, kaypo etc.
And look through some really horrible old sch times. Hahaha!

Yup, really enjoy myself with these simple happiness. ;)

Not forgetting baby Royce.

First post from iPhone !

2011-09-25T12:46:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA.
finally after so long.
so what if iPhone5 is coming? :P
as long as 4 is serving me right, it really doesnt matter.

This device is almost a MUST have.
1. With the notify function ;) save your time from checking for updates.
2. There is this tracking system available. You don't have to worry your phone would fly ;D
3. Lastly, it's stylo Milo :) hahaha!

Life's been better with baby Royce ;)

if you ever wonder..

2011-09-23T12:20:00.008+08:00

seriously,
where is the love?

you can trust yourself fully to get back up from setbacks.
so today, smile because you deserve to!

whats goes up must come down.

2011-09-21T09:43:00.002+08:00

it still puzzle me how you found my twitter? lol.

was devastated due to result & sensitive over bf for days.
really glad i met my girls & the chew cliq.
people say when you're down, allow the right pple to send you some positive energy ;)
thus still alive and kicking!

oct is approaching.
every min counts!

:(

2011-09-19T10:21:00.002+08:00

cut all the bullshit.
even if tmr you're leaving,
today i'ld still love you wholeheartedly.

babble this word.

2011-09-18T14:32:00.007+08:00

on a side note:
well, i was really rdy to make my way down ytd.
if you wonder then why did i bothered to say this ,only after i told you i cant?
because i know you're one popular boy who wld have queues of girls willing to help.
and its smth like. i can always be that last one q-ing. hehe!
its ok, just hope you know im just a call away la. tskkk :P

holyshitxzx.

2011-09-15T21:49:00.002+08:00

my result's out tmr.
well, nothing to be excited about.
sure no gpa4.

full shift tmr. sian max!

cant join you guys for bows. my loss :(

blue nails!

2011-09-13T00:20:00.002+08:00

holiday is getting slack.
im putting on weight,
awaiting for pay.
as usual. HAHAHA!

here is a list of things to get:
porter bag for bf
watch for bf
clothes for school
iphone.

above all, clear debt to sis. LOL!

2ne1 -I AM THE BEST.

2011-09-11T19:42:00.003+08:00

seriously. in love with em!
esp that leader.

maybe i should stop considering so much.
on every single shitxz even on my outfits. damit
heck it all xinling!

been feeling really slpy. %$#&!

CHOP CHOP.

2011-09-10T15:27:00.005+08:00

today i woke up thinking,
"im so motherfucking irritating, not able to slp on an off day? ccb"
LOLLL!

my throat is done. HEHE :D
credits to slp and plenty plain water.

i read this somewhere "live life with no regrets."
the thing is who knows if the decision i made today is right?
what if tmr i was proven, i could have made a better one??
and i only want to make the BEST DECISION. how?

there are some people in life. you shld do all shits to keep them around,
they're worth it.
there are some. dont even get too close.